Kevin Kuzma

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Words are my only evidence that I have a shadow in this world. Only with a commitment to notebook and pen, early mornings in cold leather-backed chairs or empty dining room tables - and opening my senses - am I able to coax them out.

Sunday Reading
Sunday, January 18th, 2009

Prayers offered in the morning services were spoken and under consideration by the time I reached the last page. I finished the book about one o’clock this afternoon and the feeling that comes in closing the covers together after reading the writer’s last words was as holy as any sensation found in Sunday religion. I was lying on the couch in the sunlight. The kids were put down for a nap. My clothes took on the same warmth the carpet does when it has been under the window for the afternoon. I closed the cover and sat the book on my chest. I picked it up again and looked at the cover. I twisted it to look at the spine. The librarians had used a clear plastic tape to seal it and keep the pages intact. Their medical work has managed to hold all the pages together, but I had discovered the second or third night since I’d checked the book from the library that someone had ripped a page away despite the handiwork. (more…)

Letter to Bukowski
Thursday, January 1st, 2009

Mr. Bukowski, I can understand your torment and your cynicism. Tapping the keys alone in your apartment in Los Angeles, the symphony on a small radio overlaid by the background street sounds blowing in the open window. I can see the fresh poems falling from the typewriter toward chair legs but finding neither, coming to rest in grooves across beer cans. Though you never wrote about it, I imagine an oscillating fan spinning the midnight air, and the pale lamp light, a sickly yellow, drawing out the color in your skin. (more…)